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Sunday, December 09, 2007 ♥ 5:38:00 PM
Hi all.
It’s me again.
Christmas is just around the corner eh?
So what are you doing?
Shopping?
Partying?
Just chilling out with friends?
I don’t know what I’ll be doing…probably spending it in church?
My church has a Christmas drama every year and it is never the same each passing year.
Hope that it will touch me again like the past years.
Damn…I have a very weird feeling right now.
I don’t know how to explain it and I don’t feel like typing it out because everybody will see this post…I don’t know man.
So many things going through my mind and my heart, sigh.
Damn this army man.
I’m determined to have a good, if not better, character after this 1 year and 5 months man.
I am NOT going to let the shit of army change me.
But man…I don’t have so much time.
I’m getting older and older and I have yet so many things left unfulfilled.
I have a lot of things to say…but I can’t say it now.
I don’t know how to say it too.
That is why…every Christmas…I will think of…something.
Wondering when it will come.
I saw it coming…but nope it isn’t anymore.
But I thank God that after the Christmas drama, my heart will be filled again and I can continue on…waiting and waiting for His promise.
If you’re going crazy trying to understand what I am saying, well good cause I am trying to divert a main topic that I don’t wish to type it out.
Oh God…how long more man!
When will it be fulfilled!
I want to say it out loud but noooooooooooooooooooooo!
I can’t say it, not even to my best pal!
Sigh…………..